Up all night again doom scrolling the orb? Have you tried maybe a little self reflection, inward thinking? Maybe all the badness you're perceiving as happening to you is actually something you're manifesting yourself by having such a bad attitude and generally shitty vibe. I'm gonna give you a tip, go splash water on your face in the bathroom and conjure up images in your mind of yourself doing a cool skateboard trick, thats right baby, you still got it.